THANKFUL FOR WHAT I HAVE AND GRATEFUL FOR WHAT I SURVIVED

 

This year is truly special, it shines brighter than ever—my “Golden Jubilee,” marking a radiant milestone where five decades of courage, grace, hard‑earned wisdom and the enduring strength that blossoms through time come together in a beautiful crescendo of life. A beautiful milestone to celebrate growth, step beyond my comfort zones, and plunge boldly and fearlessly into thrilling, and exciting new adventures. It is a sacred moment of celebration—honouring accomplishments shaped by grace, holding close the memories that God has tenderly woven into my journey, and stepping with hopeful expectation into the golden years He has lovingly prepared.

It’s the year I gift myself the grace of self-appreciation. I’ve committed to dive deeper into knowing and understanding myself more, owning my past without letting it steer my present or shape my future —because my present and future deserve to be written on my own terms as the author of the story yet to come, and fully savour the blessings God has poured into my life. I’m on a sacred journey of cultivating gratitude—not just for the highs, but for the storms that shaped me. This mindset has become my superpower, fuelling resilience and a peaceful heart, reflecting a life lived with strength, gratitude, and unstoppable spirit that define my life.

This year, I’m turning up the volume on gratitude, singing a fresh anthem of thankfulness. The journey hasn’t been easy, but it’s been absolutely worth it. Now, a new dawn breaks, a fresh chapter unfolds— bringing new beginnings, exciting opportunities, and endless possibilities. This is my moment to explore and dive into new passions, take leaps of faith, and welcome every challenge that comes my way with open arms. As I grow older, I have more freedom, and more time to pursue and chase my dreams, aspirations, and goals that were once locked away—now unleashed, set free, fuelled, fearless, ready to conquer and rise above it all!

I’m grateful for this milestone—the perfect launchpad for fresh adventures, new hobbies, exciting travels, and maybe even a second chance at love. This new year sparks a shift in my outlook on life, opening the door to a vibrant phase bursting with possibilities. It’s a time to chase a deeper kind of fulfilment, nurture my personal growth, and savour life on my own bold terms.

This year, I’m not just hitting 50—I’m stepping into my “Year of Jubilee,” a powerful season of restoration, freedom, and fresh beginnings. I’m embracing a new start, a divine reset, and the spiritual release that comes with this milestone. It marks my transition into a chapter filled with wisdom and the building of my legacy. I’m excited and ready to see the incredible blessings the Lord has in store for me in this new chapter!

I’m deeply thankful for what I have and profoundly grateful for all I’ve survived. Though I may not have much, the love that surrounds me is priceless, and that alone fills my heart. To my younger, naïve self—thank you for making it through the stormy, tough journey. Back then, I couldn’t grasp the who, the why, or the purpose of my existence. Some stories remain untold because not everyone would understand. Mine? It’s a vault of untold truths—ready to break free and ignite change and chapters yet to be told. But through it all, I thank God that here I stand today, laughing and singing a brand-new song of praise. 

I may not have reached my destination yet, but I’m thankful for the journey and the patience it teaches me and for every moment in the waiting. I’m grateful for my children, and my family—they are my strength, my rock, my foundation and my support. I cherish my friends, who keep my spirit vibrant and alive. Above all, I’m proud of myself, for every day I’m making progress, one small step at a time, toward becoming the person I’m meant to be and to become the best version of myself.

There was a time I believed I’d lost it all—my marriage ended, my family felt shattered, and chaos reigned. I thought it was the end of my story. But thank God, I learned quickly that I am not defined by my marriage, and all my children truly needed was my love, reassurance, and validation. Through His grace, God transformed my brokenness into beauty, my tears into songs of praise. When I had no strength left, He held me steady. It’s by His love and mercy that I rose again. I’m thankful for what I have and even grateful for what I have lost and survived—because my gratitude is the foundation of this peaceful, fulfilled life I now live. And my praise? It’s Clear, Loud, Proud, and Unstoppable.

I’m that woman who discovered in her late forties that it’s never too late to rewrite her story—to choose differently, demand more, and believe that I deserve someone’s whole heart, not just the scraps of their attention. A woman who’s weathered storms most never saw, who rose again stronger each time. A woman who healed her wounds, loved with all her heart, and faced silent battles behind closed doors—all while wearing a brave face and giving her all to the world. Age hasn’t diminished my worth; it has sharpened my standards. My dreams, desires, and needs matter, and I’m no longer shrinking to fit into the margins of someone else’s life—I’m boldly taking up space in my own life. Grace located me, reshaped the path of my life and I’m forever grateful for what I have lost and survived, because it led me to finally discover who I truly am. I’m embracing this powerful rebirth and rediscovering myself. In ways I never anticipated, I found myself fighting for my healing—guided only by hope and by the quiet whisper of God reminding me of what happens when wounds are left untouched and pain is left unattended. There were moments I broke, moments I questioned if I would ever feel whole again, but even in my lowest valley, His presence met me there. Today, every step I take—with strength I prayed for and purpose He rebuilt within me—is a tribute to the version of me who refused to give up, the version of me who held on, even when I didn’t know how. It is my silent promise to myself and to God: that I will honour my journey. And it is proof—living, breathing proof—that even the deepest sorrow can open the door to hope when grace steps in and carries you where you can’t walk alone. Yes, I am the rose that blossomed through cracked concrete—a living testament of hope, strength, and fierce resilience. From the shadows of pain, hurt, and betrayal, I’ve risen with beauty that defies the odds, a vibrant bloom thriving where darkness once reigned—I AM UNSTOPPABLE!  My life is just beginning—here’s to years filled with sparkle and awesomeness, to making this new chapter my best chapter yet #LiveLaughLove💕🎉🥂💃🏽

My journey continues and I strive to move towards a happier and more fulfilling life🥂💃🏽🥰 I’m Just A Small Girl With A Big God🙏🏽💕 Mercy Rewrote My Life🙏🏽💕Mercy Said No🙏🏽💕 Grace Has Located Me🙏🏽💕 I Am An Overcomer🙏🏾💕A Very Beautiful Story❤️ Live in the moment, Laugh harder, Love💖 deeply & Celebrate more💕🎉🥂💃🏽🥰

 

I will give thanks to the Lord with my whole heart; I will recount all of your wonderful deeds. I will be glad and exult in you; I will sing praise to your name, O Most High - Psalm 9:1-2🙏🏾🙏🏾

Love & Light 

Dipsy